Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 1:03 AM
Heys..
hanny i hope u read this....hanny i realise that i've not been very supportive towards you lately.i would like to apoligise to you and from the bottom of my heart i do still care for you if you notice it or not.well i know that you don't want to see me for some of your own reason and that's okay with me cos u have your own life to live right?...but i just can't take it when i'm being pushed around cos at that point of time is a fregile moment for me and hopefully for you too...i was at a state of disbelieve and heart-broken...okay i guess i just stop here...now after weeks of not contacting you, i felt very lonely cos theres no one that i can trust to talk to,no one to support me, no one to pick me up when i'm down.....it felt as though i had lost somebody whome i adore n _____(fill in the blacks)......yes hanny , you meant alot to me i wish i could ask you to be my _____ BUT i did remember a promise that i had made towards you.well the answer is in you,you could break the promise....hanny its okay if you dont take me seriously all i want is you to be happy eventhough you are not with me.....like my dad advice me "if you love that person,is not to have the person but to make the person you love happy"......
Yours truly
ASRUL
